Thoughts Inside
Intimate thoughts in conversation form, carefully written while trying to understand them.
Recent reflections from my everyday lifE
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3. Some Parts Of My Life Are Chaotic
Although people who are really close to me wouldn’t use this word to describe me, I often feel like I’m all over the place, but cover it very well. You see, I’m usually really good at starting anything- that spark gives me unmeasurable motivation. Also, being an aries woman, I love jumpstarting anything and everything. I book that hotel, I organize that weekend plan, I come up with ideas all the time. And if anything goes forward, It makes me proud to know that I’ve done my bit. When it comes to plans that have nothing to do with my…
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2. Choosing Happiness
A couple of weeks ago I was at a concert. The sun was setting and the sky was beautiful, breathtaking. I was listening to a band I like, with a friend I love, and the view was incredible. I told her, “I can’t believe we have to die someday, it’s just not fair”. She chuckled, and so did I. This thought crosses my mind way too often. I’m a happy person, and I’m in awe of this life. So many things make me happy. The sunshine, belly laughing when you’re tired, finally seeing your favorite band live, seeing people dance,…
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1. Losing My Birginity
At 32 years old, I find myself navigating waves of pure happiness, times of uncertainty, and periods of introspection that yearn for what’s outside my reach. It is while I eat my brussel sprouts for lunch that I admit that I’m happy with the life I have – an amazing partner, a flat that’s mine and the bank’s, and a job that I love. A job that consumes way too many hours of my day and is the absolute center of my life, but love nonetheless. Lately I’ve been thinking that we do actually only live once, and that we…
Thoughts Inside 